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Sick sad little world
Why is it when I am finally happy and devoid of all the past memories that have shaped me...the ghosts of younger days comes
To dance and play? Its been three years and I finally am starting to feel like myself and BAM! The trouble that caused me
To become this monster. Staring me
In the face.... :(
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The nails upon a chalk board
Maybe It's too much. It should be illegal. The Best/Worst drug I've ever taken. Rehab is rearing it's ugly head and I'm not ready. Just when I got my tolerance back up. I cant....
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Snow
Snowflakes cling to my lashes, my cheeks and cold they tickle as warm lips meet mine to speed the beating of a once frozen heart.
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Polaris
Strange how like the star I am stationary in this world while everything around me spirals dizzyingly around me. Invisible make believe shields go up go down go up. Go. Eyes that can catch your heart and freeze it. The room spins and I'm static left with my denial and a room with no windows.
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Falling
An uncomfortable drop. Brain is stationary while the rest of the body sinks below the surface. Water up my nostrils. Drowning and not enough energy to break the surface.
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"We turn skeletons into goddesses and look to them as if they might teach us how not to need."
Marya Hornbacher
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Ruling me
To wait hand and foot on metal and plastic. To destroy me, to guide me. To make me shiver at the sheer thought. Ruling me.
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Start here:
"You only live once, but if you do it right, once is enough."
Mae West
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